Thursday, November 10, 2011

Its the Hard Knock Life.

"Don't if feel like the wind is always howl'n?
Don't it seem like there's never any light!
Once a day, don't you wanna throw the towel in?
It's easier than puttin' up a fight."

Mood: bugged.
Why? SCHOOL.
Solution: Burst out a song of Annie, blog about it and then.. who knows.

Lately it seems like the things I have checked off of my to do list are just not filling me up with love and accomplishment-- when it SHOULD because I get so much done in a day. I just wish the energizer bunny would come and visit me more often. I am sure that if my future were to be read all that would be read is busy work aka homework. Ah its the Hard Knock Life.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Winter Wonderland

"The world changes when it snows. Its quiet. Everything softens."
"Everything is magical when it snows, everything looks so pretty." -Lorelai Gilmore

So here I sit at my Aunt Kari's home looking outside of her beautiful windows and I cant help but feel a sense of happiness... or maybe a better feeling is peace. Its almost like the snow is reminding me of the renewal that comes when snow falls on the ground. It creates what we call a wonderland. Recently I have yearned for this wonderland as I have needed and desired for a clean slate.

Snow. There is a reason for the season. Mine is renewal. And a need for living in a wonderland.

Outlets

Lightbulb moment yesterday. Courtney needs an outlet. Started this way back in the day and now I am keeping it up. Whats the point in having a blog if you dont use it? So here are the confessions of a college student at BYU I-Do. Its a thriller let me tell ya.